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Deviant since Mar 14, 2002, 8:39 PM

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I am Melancholy Madness, bruised upon the shadows of your fist. Hold me down and punish me for all these made up trespasses I've committed. Tell me not to be so weak as I cry myself to sleep. I am Shattered double paned glass pulled one by one out of my back. Shove me through closed doors, windows. Tell me I deserve each minute of each impact.
I am Demolished Self Esteem, you taught me well. Crush me under your tongue, with each syllable of your breath. Tell me I'm ugly, who could love me, not you.
I am Your D

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ResolveResolve
Contend.demand.find me,search and rescue me. can you see the evidence, relieve me of this dream. examine what you know. It is something to be,and not to know. Lights fade when absolute becomes convoluted. here.believe me, believe in forgetting what we need. ramble on and speak in tongues, of truths beholden only to you. fresh cut grass and pot pies, a stick of dynamite and a molehill. high below what I was told.where whole worlds whither and bleed. Inside me.below me.behind me. Now,talk of trust begets faith. Faith begets.rightousness.greed.ego.id. fa Resolve
in Open on 1/5/07

just a change
in deviantID on 1/5/07

Jagged CrowdJagged Crowd
The Day I Slipped
Within Your Arms,
I Sliced My Thumb,
Upon The Jagged Crowd You Keep Around You.
Hearts Blood Washed
Over Us All In Shades, Blue To Crimson, Life Essence Flowed And Ebbed In Rivulets.
I Slipped Past The Point Of Being Held, Unto The
Vast Concrete Sidewalk, A Catastrophic Tragedy Unfolded.

The Day I Fell Into You, Awaiting Me. Don’t Save Me.
If It Hurts Beneath The Shell We Share.
I Could Read You
Like I Had A Map
Of Your Soul Before M Jagged Crowd
in Open on 1/5/07

angrywetback 5 words of meThis plastic doorway to my inner madness is blistering in the heat of my insanity.   can an insane person know they are insane? maybe this has been a three decades long phase,
maybe it will be a six decades long phase. hounded by my senses by my knowledge of my
breaking mind.
Achilles knew his death lay in Troy.. yet his ego drove him their anyway. Madness.
This fear of life seems instilled in me, from birth, from my genes, from my father, my mother,
my brother, my ... soul. whispers speak to me of madness.
Accept the fate I belong angrywetback 5 words of me
in Open on 9/20/05

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Journal Entry: Sun Jan 20, 2008, 9:07 AM

Mood: Panic
Listening to: noisy birds
Reading: A Lick Of Frost - Laurell k Hamilton
Watching: the light play through the curtains
Playing: runescape
Eating: 3Musketeers
Drinking: Diet Dr. Pepper

anyone play runescape ?

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Current Age: 3 decades plus 2 years
Current Residence: Solitude
Interests: everything but the ordinary
Favourite movie: Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Memoirs of a Geisha, Pretty In Pink, Girl Fight....etc
Favourite band or musician: 30 Seconds to Mars, A Perfect Circle, Ani Difranco, Many More....
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative Rock/Indie Rock/Classical... lots more
Shell of choice: I'm Trying To Break Out Of My Shell ;)
Favourite cartoon character: Kagomi
Tools of the Trade: I'd like to say Pen and Paper but I only write in Word Processor now :P

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!amyperticone

Mar 1, 2008, 3:02:56 AM

Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?

It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.

~jessimka

Oct 19, 2007, 8:37:29 AM Mood: Big Grin

Just thought I'd let the past come out n bite you in the rump

Hope your little corner of the world is still revolving.

~angry-wetback

Oct 16, 2007, 8:07:59 PM

OMG YOU'RE BACK!!!

my brain exploded

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`MattSpire

Sep 24, 2007, 1:34:46 PM

<3

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=oddlyaromatic

Jul 29, 2007, 3:18:01 PM

Helllooooo!

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`insaneone

Jul 20, 2007, 1:22:08 PM

hey brandy was passing through,how are things in your world?

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=oddlyaromatic

Apr 3, 2007, 4:59:52 AM

And hello again!

Just for the hell.

(Rhymes with my last post rather neatly, don't it?

)

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~chrishon

Jan 9, 2007, 8:01:35 PM

Thanks for the

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~candy-cane-killer

Jan 9, 2007, 12:45:17 PM

Thanks for the watch!

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Jan 9, 2007, 11:11:10 AM

thanks very much for the watch!

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Jan 9, 2007, 11:05:49 AM

Thanks for the

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~iciaza

Jan 9, 2007, 9:24:26 AM

hey..thanks for the add.

nice to meet you..

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~ncode

Jan 9, 2007, 5:53:49 AM Mood: Delighted

thanks a lot for the nice comments and

add! All the best wishes for the new year!

~Connorchap

Jan 8, 2007, 8:41:07 PM Mood: Happy

Thanks for the

! Much appreciated!

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Go to ~HitchHikersAnonymous!

It's awesome!
And ~UsPictures is vaguely spiffy as well!

~chrishon

Jan 8, 2007, 7:05:58 PM

many thanks for the support

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~Reowyn

Jan 8, 2007, 6:42:52 PM Mood: Adoration

heyhey
Thanks so much for the kind comments and the watch!!

`krissie

Jan 7, 2007, 7:42:38 AM

Brandy!!! Good to see you back miss

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~angry-wetback

Jan 5, 2007, 9:53:25 AM

HOORAY!!!! It's so good to see you posting again

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~xxannaxx

Aug 7, 2006, 11:35:10 AM

[link]

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Melancholy is delicious even when it starts to spoil.

=oddlyaromatic

Apr 13, 2006, 5:38:31 PM

'ello.

'ope yer well!

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you though would be hard as a rock.

~angry-wetback

Mar 9, 2006, 3:36:07 PM

I want more, Ms. Verbal Lady!!!! You must write and post!!!!

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~Taralphiel

Dec 9, 2005, 6:08:13 PM

Thankyou so much for the watch! I'm really flattered!

I don't comment much on literature on dA because I sort of lack the confidence to, but I shall try to comment on some of your stuff in return for your kindness!